& it's not hunger; it's habit.

what a sad and beautiful existence, loving you.

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redhead danny
christianish
Do you know what you are getting yourself into?

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You don't even know what I'm talking about.

How about, instead of just assuming that you know, you just ask me for a change?

because if i ask, you never tell me anyway.

fine. fine, you know what? here it is.
I'm fucking nervous and jealous that your stupid best friend who I CANNOT STAND is back at our school. I'm upset because now that he's back you'll never have time for me and I've been in the hospital for a long time and I never got to see you, and now because of him I never fucking WILL. I'm scared you're going to go all starry eyed and moony about it and all I'll ever fucking HEAR from your mouth is zakzakzak and it makes me want to scream and cry and whimper and hit something and kill something all at the same time. I love you and this shit GETS TO ME.

and all youll ever say is,
cant you at least get along with my friends?

when the truth is
i cant ever get along with anyone.

.....

i think we need to talk this out.


Then come see me, lovely! I'll not be far, promise.

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